没有webcam我还不知道我会斗鸡眼HAHAHA

最近发现到我的语文能力越来越差
英文已经够broken 现在竟然连华语都越来越浅白
不可以啊不可以
一定要进步进步再进步
 至少写一些看起来有深度的东西
不过老实说任何我看不懂的文章我都觉得它们满有深度的
当然，医学文章除外

最近过得特别好
虽然距离考试的时间越来越短
虽然别人放假能回家见爸爸妈妈还有跟朋友出去玩
我却还要等多一个月才能看到饼干脸和时常提醒我要存钱抽脂的林玉聪
虽然我差不多每一天都在埋头念书
不过我觉得每一天都过得好充实

因为我发现这个世界上真的有很多很多的好人
包括同班同学旧朋友还有认识不久的他
虽然有些朋友包括我妈妈会说我头脑简单太容易相信人
不过这样也没有什么不好
自得其乐，加上又没有什么能够被人骗的 
其实很想告诉你们 我其实也没有这么好骗啦

我的终极目标就是要做一个好人+吃完世界上最好吃的蛋糕
不过要做一个好人之前最重要的是不能继续口不遮拦,不能继续摆丑脸,不能继续对none of my business 的 business 抱有太多意见
还有! 还要努力读书然后做工存钱才能跟妈妈爸爸一起到处玩

说到读书
我是真的应该继续研究physic了
 
= = 语文能力很明显地没有进步

Wait a minute before you tell me anything
How was your day?
'Cause I been missing
You by my side, yeah

Did I awake you out of your dream?
I'm sorry but I couldn't sleep
You calm me down
There's something about the sound of your voice

I, I, I, I never, never, never
As far away as it may seem no
Soon we'll be together
We'll pick up right where we left off

Paris, London, Tokyo
It's just one thing that I gotta do
Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone
Hello, tuck you in every night

And I can hardly take another goodbye
Baby, won't be long
You're the one that I'm waiting on
Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone, woah

Girl, I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide
Girl, I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide
Girl, I'll be thinking about you

Yes, I may meet a million pretty girls
That know my name
But don't you worry, no
'Cause you have my heart

It ain't easy to keep on moving city to city
Just get up and go
The show must go on
So I need you to be strong

I, I, I, I never, never, never
As far away as it may seem no
Soon we'll be together
We'll pick up right where we left off

Paris, London, Tokyo
It's just one thing that I gotta do
Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone
Hello, tuck you in every night

And I can hardly take another goodbye
Baby, won't be long
You're the one that I'm waiting on
Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone, yeah

Girl, I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide
Girl, I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide
Girl, I'll be thinking about you

Whoa, wherever the wind blows me
You're still the one and only girl on my mind
No, there ain't no one better
(Worldwide)
So always remember
(Worldwide)
Always remember, girl, you're mine

Paris, London, Tokyo
It's just one thing that I gotta do
Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone
Hello, tuck you in every night

And I can hardly take another goodbye
Baby, won't be long
You're the one that I'm waiting on
Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone, woah

Girl, I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide
Girl, I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide
Girl, I'll be thinking about you

Worldwide
Yes, I may meet a million pretty girls
That know my name
But don't you worry
'Cause you have my heart

Worldwide - Big Time Rush

从昨天就已经很想写一些东西。

生物科没有读 instruction 所以用了correction tape 让我尝到人生中第一次零分
(老师竟然连改都不帮我改）
数学equation竟然少抄一个号码而少了 5/30
化学mole算出来了可是carry forward 又少抄一个零，丢掉 4/20

不是要跟别人比较
只是我真的不能接受自己的粗心

我明白付出应该要等于回报
天资不聪明所以只能靠努力再努力
 
该死的粗心
该死的零分

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口不择言
守不了秘密

必须要明白
不是每一个人都是我的旧朋友
不是每一个人都能接受我太激动时会把秘密爆出来的坏习惯

对不起
我会尽量改 :)

妈妈说我很重感情
那是真的

希望一切都可以变好

29.9.2012
中秋节的前一天，也是两个朋友的生日。
Houpakdong sang yat fai lok :) 
ngo dei yiu keep in touch! 

好久没有提灯笼了，还记得以前和弟弟在小小的院子里提灯笼提得满头大汗的情形。
以前总是不太想提，宁愿在家里吹冷气看电视机，
不过小我五岁的allan chai真的有够烦，不帮他点蜡烛显得我好像很残忍。

Allan Chai 你在哪里？ 轮到我烦你陪我提灯笼了，我知道你一定也很想提 ;)

很想家很想家，
在这里认识很多很好很好的人，
可是有时候还是有被丢下的时候，
得赶快学会不要太容易习惯一个人。 

无论如何，今天还是很快乐的一天，
因为德耀还是那么的慷慨，eddy 还是那么可爱，joyce 还是那么大惊小怪， robert 还是那么会照顾人， grace 还是那么好。 
谢谢你们出现在我的生命中 :)
 

I purposely transferred all of the old photos in dad's laptop to mine when I was back in Miri few weeks ago. 
And I realised Allan Chai and I have grown up in a blink of an eye LOL.

He is now a teenager and busy asking for girls' cellphone numbers.

Pictures of him from kindergarten to primary school. 
My friends says that he is cute which (I always deny but agree at the inside :p)
 You guys just don't know how good he is in acting cute, can see this since young HAHA

He was still skinny and I was still kinda plump.
Miss him so much.
Don't wanna say it but Allan Chai is the best brother in the whole wide world!

spent 2/3 of the time in the restaurant taking photos ahaha.
my sampat friends here and I feel so lucky to meet them :)

没有一点点防备

也没有一丝顾虑

你就这样出现在我的世界里

带给我惊喜 情不自已

可是你偏又这样

在我不知不觉中 悄悄的消失

从我的世界里 没有音讯

剩下的只是回忆

又是曲婉婷的歌。超级喜欢它的歌词。
特别感触，
曾经无话不谈的朋友，你还记得我吗？:)

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明天又要回去subang念书，
很忙碌的生活让我觉得每一个星期都过得特别快，
一天的时间很快地被洗衣煮饭念书的 daily routine 占据。
妈妈说这样很好，这种生活才叫充实。

一个星期的放假，和在美里几个朋友出去了几次。

一个除了余国建贝育升还有杨德耀以外最好的男性朋友。
不知道为什么他每次被拒绝，
虽然他每次都叫我去医院抽脂，
不过他一定会遇到一个不再拒绝她的好女生。


每一次要离开家都很舍不得妈妈。
就要18岁的我，觉得以前讨厌妈妈真的是一件很不对的事情，
我的妈妈是全天下最好的妈妈。
好到我不知道要怎么形容她的好。

现在的我要很努力地让自己更加进步，
让妈妈放心 :D

所以加油加油。
蔡倩宜必须要加油！

Only You

So Ji-sub! AHAHAHA So Ji-sub So Ji-sub

Old friends are diamonds. 

Gathered with Chung Hua-ians again YAYY

Talked about a lot of crap as usual and had a good time laughing hard like we were the only group of customers in Carls Jr -_-

& Met Brenda Ching who got into The One Academy (finally her dad nodded his head) to further her studies after slacking at Miri for eight months. Instead of doctor pharmacist or engineer, now she can do animation as she likes. I'm so proud of her :)

By the way she has just earned RM200 by finding some background music for a girl who is participating in story telling competition.

* Lucky little girl with a rich dad *

So yeah, she has got some capabilityy :)

she and her favourite hoodies

my classmate for 8 years :)

I miss you I miss you although you said you don't ❤

* Promised myself not to dislike people too easily and I did it today AHHAHA. Felt so speechless about something but I had ignored it successfully YAYY*

I want higher EQ I want higher EQ.

Wanting(曲婉婷)《Hideaway》

Have been replaying Wanting Qu's songs over and over again these few days.

Someone said she is like a chinese version of Christina Perri and I'm so agree with it.

I always search for song lyrics since I have problem figuring out every word they sing.

You don't ask much, but when you do
It's always sincere and true
You don't talk much, but when you do
It's rarely about you, but I can still learn something new
You know I'm gonna love you all the way
Though-these three little words I never hear you say

I'm ready when you are
It's not too late to start
I never wanna be apart
But we are, without love
I know you're ready yes you are
Because the red is in your heart
I know you'll never be too far away
Because I'm your baby you're my hide away

This seems like a great song which I can use when I'm trying to propose to my crush LOL -_-

But it's actually a song that Wanting Qu wrote for her father.

I never give Kenny Chai a call unless Evie Tan asks me to do so,

I never have a heart to heart talk with him since form three,

& I never want to accept his skype call. 

But he is still my hideaway :)

*Sorry for being rude to you all this while.

要开学了要开学了

开学其实没有什么好值得开心的
不过想到再上多九天课就能回家看 Allan Chai 最近肥成什么样子

还有回家吃 Evie Tan 一直在电话里引诱我她做得很好吃很好吃的 cheese cake 
就希望快点开学啊啊啊

放假放得很开心
因为在 Joyce 和 Janice 家看了很多部戏 多得我们也数不清.

啊啊 还有我自己也窝在房间看了很多集怒火街头II  YAYY

郑嘉颖真的超级会演+帅 林子善超级可爱 麦长青演得超级贱.

By the way 我很不要脸地发现我好像真的变勇敢了. 
从以前的半夜睡觉索性不关灯直接从客厅冲进房间 slam 门躲进被窝里睡觉
我现在竟然敢一个人在没有人住的unit里住一个礼拜 
AHAHAHAH 外加现在差不多七月半 而且我还看了鬼片哦 :pp

不过结果冲凉时还是太胆小
所以把电话也带了进去 -__-

开学了开学了 虽然不是新学期不过我还是有新希望

我今天好像有点 high high dei :pp

Nights :)

Honey Stars Honey Stars 

I'm spamming my stomach with loads of honey stars everyday.

so random #

SOMEBODY SAVE ME FROM MY LAZINESS UGHH

I Miss You.

Jane / 黃美珍 - "只怕想家" MV (官方完整上字 HD 版)

其实她真的可以不用七早八早就把人家弄哭.

Had a whale of a time during the past two days.

Went to Zoo Negara at Ampang (think so)on Saturday. While other volunteers were sweeping leaves and animals' poo poo I had got the chance to follow one of the zookeeper to feed the rabbits, flying squirrels, deer, hippos, toddycats, monkeys and blah blah AHAHAH I was truly luckyy :D

The Sang Kancil.

Bunnies! :p

This mini horse doesn't like taking photo I guess HAHAHAH

Alvin and I managed to hold a snake for the very first time YAYY. I thought it would be quite slimy or sticky but it wasn't. Instead, it was just like any other humans' body texture. 

I looked over excited LOL.

After finishing our duties we were allowed to roam around.

Finally I could see other wild animals other than those fat crocodiles in the Miri Crocodile Farm :p

I love this photo so much :)

& this elephant danced in front of us ;)

I wonder if it was pooping or praying HAHAHAH

Not sure about their name :p

Bagdes from Animal Huggers Club <3 i="i">

Went to KLCC on the following day with Joyce and Janice the two Sabahians.

I was truly blessed to have met them here :))

This was only the second time I took KTM since January. Boh bian my Sam classmates were too kind that they drove us to many places EHEHE.

Janice & I 

P/s: AHAHAH there are still a few months ahead before I turn 18 so no entrance ticket was required!

Shopped for about four hours plus until it was almost 8pm when we finally decided to leave the book fest -_-

The Twin Tower at night.

 And then three of us tried to squeeze ourselves into the camera screen.

This is the best photo we could take after trying for a couple of times.

Cam-whoring in the toilet again HAHAHAHAH

BAH failed again, joyce wasn't inside.

Finally :) three of us.

At candylicious :)

On the way back to Casa.

 Yuuhuu and I've forgot to mention about the books I bought.

This is the back cover of the book written by 吴若权.

By the way Giddens will be at the book fest on 25 August! :( Gonna miss it again. 

Suits me a lot.

I can never resist myself from buying all thesee :O

The pictures inside.

Joyce keep saying that I can find recipes on the internet but yet I still bought them cos it's only RM9.90 each. AHHAHAHHAHA

:'( this is sooo tempting.

Spent two hours on this post till I've forgotten to hang my clothes. 

LALA I'm feeling so happy right now cos I have honey star in the cupboard, milk in the fridge and many friends around me :D