Fly high

I must be an educated woman one day.
Successful, earns a lot of money, able to buy nice and branded clothes, jewelleries, a car and a house all by myself.
I must be extraordinary myself. Only then I'll have a chance to marry a man that has higher achievement than me.


I'm actually looking down at my paternal side family. I don't understand why are they so stubborn, fighting over useless little things. Their uneducated mindset has made their children worse then them. Marry at young age, give birth to children without considering their financial problem. I felt lucky before because my dad isn't like them. Unfortunately, he is just the same kind. He has bad temper, throw tantrums, sensitive, childish and inconsiderate. My mum is not a maid! Just stop shouting at her. The only difference between he and his family is just that he earns more, and does not has children who don't like studying.


SO I'm going to work very very hard. Mum told me not to rely on any man in my life. Even after marriage I have to earn my own money, have my own properties and be independent. I know all those, if I've been treated harsh one day I can just leave my husband without hesitation. I can live on my own, if possible, find a better man!


That man has to be 100 times better than my dad.


I must be a somebody someday. Mum, look forward to the day. I'll bring you to Sydney and live with aunties together.

I don care so much if the person whom I dislike, dislike me :)

You're not annoying, I am

Kiss away the pain

All by myself.
It's all infatuation :P
Maybe I should just give that tin of XXXXXX to my bro
Since I don't really like to eat them.
HAHA!
Stupidd

Biotechnology. Pharmacy. Dentistry. Biomed.
Which one should I choose?
To obey my mum's word or to follow my heart?
I've to admit that with the qualification of biotech or biomed, it is quite hard to find job :x But I prefer biology than chemistry. I don't think pharmacy suits me since I dislike chemicals. Since I wouldn't dare to see blood or any bloody organ, I'll be te one who manufacture vaccines or antibodies then :P So interesting and I think I wouldn't get bored of being in the lab.. Eh?
I'm quite certain tat I wouldn't choose to be a dentist.
I can't imagine sheryl chai examining an ah pek with golden teeth. Or even black teeth. EWWWW

:(

I don't want to be so sensitive anymore. Ignore Ignore! Hate mood swings!