I love myself

Trying to write a longer one since I've no mood to study. Yihh I think my study mood fades a lot in 2011.
I'm thinking to write diary. I learned from telly that all successful people write diaries. Yayy maybe someday I'll have my 自传 :D who knows? "The First World-known Chinese Bio-technologist" My title! Haha dreamingg.
I'll post some photoooos regarding Chinese New Year 2011. yeaa. Otherwise dad'll be nagging around saying that I bought a camera without fully using it. LOL actually I don't know why do I look better when I zipai :X only few people will e reading this so my face can be thickeerr :P
*hey! I just didn't post it in facebook, it's weird for me* And then people willbe like "nice" "beautiful", but I wouldn't reply "you are much prettier!" LOL only clk knows what I mean :P
That's why I don't bother to post pictures taken by other people with my camera~~

Everyone is having problems with their friends. But I'm lucky enough to have people around me. I've decided not to dislike anyone, because I know the feeling being ignored. Jiayouu kim kim :D she's one of my friend who have the same KUAN with me.

More and more rebellious?
I don't know. I were scolded for the past three days. I just don't know why I can't seem to satisfy my mum. Why can't she look at my good points? Only critise & without compliments. Even a baby needs some clapping to learn crawling. And I'm not gonna crawl. I'm gonna do something big. You don't know what I need. hate being KOKed by tin opener. ITS Humiliating.
What if I tell you I never talk to the uncles and aunty in our neighbourhood just because you always scold me so loudly until all of them can hear what you're scolding? Low self-esteem.
I think I'm not bad. I don't steal like others. I don't escape school & I don't create major troules. i just need some comfort. Why don't you come and console me when I'm having sour face instead of SCOLDING me for showing a sour face?

Grr.