每次都跟自己说：不要emo不要emo了。人家会越来越不喜欢一个脸臭臭看起来对什么事情什么人都很不满意的你。
为什么每次写blog就是写不开心的事情?? 因为这些都不能跟别人数诉说。很少会听我讲然后安慰我，有一个她已经去跟nigro dating 了。其实，我也知道自己不需要杞人忧天，但真的很难做到 aikss
还是有很幼稚的想法 :P 记得小学才四年级就有些不完的纪念册，明明还有三年才分道扬镳，却是如此地迫不及待。最大的乐趣就是看好朋友在 "My friends♥" 那一栏有没有写自己的名字，还去计较自己排第几个。如果很前面代表她很快就想到你，当自己是buddy，然后可以爽一整天 :DD
没想到现在还是那么幼稚 =.=
如果我把某个人当成好朋友，但原来他并没有以相同的方式对待我，心里就莫名其妙地泛起一阵阵失落感。
我知道我很自私，遇到新朋友就会不小心忽略其他的人。怎么发现自己的这个无心之过？那是当我发现原来所谓会陪我一起玩一起讲八卦一起称赞自己的所谓新朋友，其实不过把自己当草。Grass along the roadside!
如果不想被遗忘，那就不要把人遗忘。所以！！决定了，开学，要重新与他们友情回温 YAYY I'll succeed!
真的很不喜欢backstab,尤其是自己的朋友。人非圣贤，孰能无过。不知道从那里看到这一句话：真正的好朋友是当你知道他的缺点时，还能包容他。所以！我决定不要讲别人坏话啦，除非是那些超欠打的 XDD
因为当我和自己backstab过的朋友交往时，竟然会恨自己怎么那么虚伪。
herh,曾几何时，我变成了backstabber!我恨我自己。还好我纯粹backstab.还好我backstab并不是为了名利~不然啊~我真的不认识我自己。
这个假期我要放full full.开学要全力冲刺！我真的很难在假期做除了吃东西睡觉看电视节目睡觉以外的事情，除了没有做会被妈妈一直念念念的家务。我宁愿摊在沙发看韩国人叽里呱啦的不知道在兴奋什么，而且字幕还是韩文哦~在不然我可以看astro 302差不多一个小时的广告♥ 蹉跎岁月～惭愧
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
妈妈很喜欢说我很孤僻，我也很喜欢找借口说我一点也不。只不过是脸臭了一点，别人比较难接近我。
心情很复杂。Camp Chung Hua完了，很多人都认识新朋友，应该感到很开心。我却还好。
太多心了。常在想别人是不是不喜欢我，做这件事情别人会不会反感呢？讲话会不会不小心太直接弄到别人不高兴？还有很多很多~有时候觉得我有这些朋友真好，一转眼却又觉得他们其实有没有以相同的方式对我。
不习惯在心情不好时还一脸无所谓，看似很豁达，很开朗，很乐观。当然，多点笑容，自然多点朋友，可是我真的很难24小时都笑嘻嘻的。
其实每个人都有缺点吧！我却很难包容。听到谁谁谁喜欢Hiao人，喜欢放冷剑，喜欢装可怜，很幼稚，很自以为是bla bla bla，就很难去跟他做朋友。别人说什么信什么，从来不过滤哪些风声是对的，哪些是错的。就算是对的又如何？自己又何尝不是一个充满缺点的人？
跟朋友在一起时，很喜欢聊八卦，有时甚至对自己的好朋友心存怀疑。我觉得自己很不应该。我是那种不喜欢就不去跟他说话的人。还曾经为自己的直率感到很光荣，大大声的说：我从来不擦鞋，我不喜欢的人，我才没空去理。但是现在我不能，因为他们的朋友比我多，不跟他们在一起，我连我自己真正珍惜的朋友在一起的机会都减少了~因为我不可能干涉别人的交友圈子，不可能这么自私。可能那些喜欢说好话的人就是能交比较多朋友吧。
不能再这么转牛角尖！都说了每个人都有缺点，只要视而不见，与他们做朋友时应该就不会觉得自己虚伪吧~
就这么说定了 :DDD
不要讲到好像参加camp了变emo去。一点也不！因为我认识了新朋友，也对一些之前不大喜欢的人有了新一层的认识。今晚没有人拉我头发，没有人陪我刷牙洗脸，没有睡觉之前一堆人一起笑到肚子痛，没有人捏，没有人一起坐在地板吃饭，没有好喝用白糖泡的milo和barley，没有好一起去2020吃猪肠粉，没有好跳舞一直被笑cacat还觉得很爽bla~~~
*我觉得camp dance我真的又比orientation dance跳得好噢~
今天星期二，clare chua星期四就飞了。我会想念你的。*你是我能够相处得很自然的朋友。你不在，我少了能够爽爽去烦一下的朋友。少了人下课去买面，少了人开夜车，少了人抱抱，少了人帮我一些很琐碎但却很温馨
的忙~我真的会想念你。第一次肉麻，不要太感动。
clare ｃｈｕａI'LL MISS YOU REALLY MUCH♥
心情很复杂。Camp Chung Hua完了，很多人都认识新朋友，应该感到很开心。我却还好。
太多心了。常在想别人是不是不喜欢我，做这件事情别人会不会反感呢？讲话会不会不小心太直接弄到别人不高兴？还有很多很多~有时候觉得我有这些朋友真好，一转眼却又觉得他们其实有没有以相同的方式对我。
不习惯在心情不好时还一脸无所谓，看似很豁达，很开朗，很乐观。当然，多点笑容，自然多点朋友，可是我真的很难24小时都笑嘻嘻的。
其实每个人都有缺点吧！我却很难包容。听到谁谁谁喜欢Hiao人，喜欢放冷剑，喜欢装可怜，很幼稚，很自以为是bla bla bla，就很难去跟他做朋友。别人说什么信什么，从来不过滤哪些风声是对的，哪些是错的。就算是对的又如何？自己又何尝不是一个充满缺点的人？
跟朋友在一起时，很喜欢聊八卦，有时甚至对自己的好朋友心存怀疑。我觉得自己很不应该。我是那种不喜欢就不去跟他说话的人。还曾经为自己的直率感到很光荣，大大声的说：我从来不擦鞋，我不喜欢的人，我才没空去理。但是现在我不能，因为他们的朋友比我多，不跟他们在一起，我连我自己真正珍惜的朋友在一起的机会都减少了~因为我不可能干涉别人的交友圈子，不可能这么自私。可能那些喜欢说好话的人就是能交比较多朋友吧。
不能再这么转牛角尖！都说了每个人都有缺点，只要视而不见，与他们做朋友时应该就不会觉得自己虚伪吧~
就这么说定了 :DDD
不要讲到好像参加camp了变emo去。一点也不！因为我认识了新朋友，也对一些之前不大喜欢的人有了新一层的认识。今晚没有人拉我头发，没有人陪我刷牙洗脸，没有睡觉之前一堆人一起笑到肚子痛，没有人捏，没有人一起坐在地板吃饭，没有好喝用白糖泡的milo和barley，没有好一起去2020吃猪肠粉，没有好跳舞一直被笑cacat还觉得很爽bla~~~
*我觉得camp dance我真的又比orientation dance跳得好噢~
今天星期二，clare chua星期四就飞了。我会想念你的。*你是我能够相处得很自然的朋友。你不在，我少了能够爽爽去烦一下的朋友。少了人下课去买面，少了人开夜车，少了人抱抱，少了人帮我一些很琐碎但却很温馨
的忙~我真的会想念你。第一次肉麻，不要太感动。
clare ｃｈｕａI'LL MISS YOU REALLY MUCH♥
Sunday, September 19, 2010
我要封锁这里。我没有一本可以上锁的日记，所以这里可以当成是我的日记部落格吧。
我告诉过我自己，我的部落格一定要有很多好笑欢乐的记载，美美的图片。那我写来做什么，写了只是为了让人看。
虽然说朋友随时为我们准备好，帮助我们，聆听我们。但是有些话就是很难说出口。说了你又不知道他会不会觉得烦，回复你的短讯也不能确定她是不是认同你。所以吧，我打算只邀请我很信任的朋友。
为什么会突然有这个想法，因为我昨天心情真的超级不好。歌唱比赛的布景我很不满意。朋友说不能看，我当然是笑着说：oiii,是富丽华给我那种超级丑的黄色。不然就：aiyahhhh,我知道很烂啦，第一次嘛！其实我知道是借口，如果我准备多一点就不会这样了。zhi xian还兴致勃勃说要打分，我整个就觉得我很没有用。明天穿黑裙去学校我真的觉得很心虚。
我真的自知道我做得很不好。但是真的让我很难过的原因是我的妈妈。在外面就受了批评，就算她觉得我事前没有准备好，布景很差，说说就好。。为什么要一直重复重复，说我浪费钱，用他的钱买了这么多东西做出来只有这样。还一直问我钱能不能claim回来。其实我也不懂。这样紧张钱我就算用零用钱也会还你啦。昨天讲，今天讲。我免疫力没有那么强。为什么我无论做什么，永远只有批评，没有称赞。
其实我很容易就哭，可是没有人懂。难道要我时不时就告诉别人：我伤心死了，哭得眼睛肿鼻子塞。我不会，除非真的很难受。因为我讨厌爱哭的女生，我认为这么喜欢哭是为了博同情吗。可是我不能控制我的泪腺，为了塑造“我很坚强”，哭了也不能告诉别人。从前，有那么一个人，我一哭，马上找她。现在，不能了。其实我还蛮想跟她做回好朋友，但是我就是不要做那个开口的人。我知道她也不会，所以，就这样吧。我后悔过写那篇文章吗？没有。可是我后悔失去这段友谊。
后来我觉得一直隐藏自己很不爽，所以我觉得用这里发泄很好。
爸爸常说我不和他讲话，可是不是我不要，而是不知道如何讲。
他们都不了解我，可是其实是我不让他们了解我。不是没有试过，但是以前我告诉他们我为什么不快乐，他们都会给我训话，心情变得更糟。那我为什么要说？
其实的妈妈很好，我要强调。只是我真的很希望有一天她会支持我。
我告诉过我自己，我的部落格一定要有很多好笑欢乐的记载，美美的图片。那我写来做什么，写了只是为了让人看。
虽然说朋友随时为我们准备好，帮助我们，聆听我们。但是有些话就是很难说出口。说了你又不知道他会不会觉得烦，回复你的短讯也不能确定她是不是认同你。所以吧，我打算只邀请我很信任的朋友。
为什么会突然有这个想法，因为我昨天心情真的超级不好。歌唱比赛的布景我很不满意。朋友说不能看，我当然是笑着说：oiii,是富丽华给我那种超级丑的黄色。不然就：aiyahhhh,我知道很烂啦，第一次嘛！其实我知道是借口，如果我准备多一点就不会这样了。zhi xian还兴致勃勃说要打分，我整个就觉得我很没有用。明天穿黑裙去学校我真的觉得很心虚。
我真的自知道我做得很不好。但是真的让我很难过的原因是我的妈妈。在外面就受了批评，就算她觉得我事前没有准备好，布景很差，说说就好。。为什么要一直重复重复，说我浪费钱，用他的钱买了这么多东西做出来只有这样。还一直问我钱能不能claim回来。其实我也不懂。这样紧张钱我就算用零用钱也会还你啦。昨天讲，今天讲。我免疫力没有那么强。为什么我无论做什么，永远只有批评，没有称赞。
其实我很容易就哭，可是没有人懂。难道要我时不时就告诉别人：我伤心死了，哭得眼睛肿鼻子塞。我不会，除非真的很难受。因为我讨厌爱哭的女生，我认为这么喜欢哭是为了博同情吗。可是我不能控制我的泪腺，为了塑造“我很坚强”，哭了也不能告诉别人。从前，有那么一个人，我一哭，马上找她。现在，不能了。其实我还蛮想跟她做回好朋友，但是我就是不要做那个开口的人。我知道她也不会，所以，就这样吧。我后悔过写那篇文章吗？没有。可是我后悔失去这段友谊。
后来我觉得一直隐藏自己很不爽，所以我觉得用这里发泄很好。
爸爸常说我不和他讲话，可是不是我不要，而是不知道如何讲。
他们都不了解我，可是其实是我不让他们了解我。不是没有试过，但是以前我告诉他们我为什么不快乐，他们都会给我训话，心情变得更糟。那我为什么要说？
其实的妈妈很好，我要强调。只是我真的很希望有一天她会支持我。
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Biscuitss :D
Saturday noon without add math tuition :D good day
And I'd decided to make biscuits * I miss those cookbooks
Actually I didn't follow exactly what the cookbook states this time. I just added whatever I like into the dough. RAISINS, cornflakes, coco crunches, DARK CHOCOLATES (dad bought a small bar of dark chocolate and nobody wants to eat it, so I threw it in)
Plus, I didn't know how much flour or butter I'd put. The recipe states that the flour should be 180 gram, but mom said I should WASTE them since this was my first time trying that recipe =_= Thus..I just simply reduced few spoons of flour and butter(to get rid of her nagging around me xD)
I wanted to make big big biscuits so I can keep on munching them for a long time.
:DD I was satisfied with the result, although they weren't as big as I'd imagined. They are quite nice. Especially with raisins and chocolate :))
Biscuitssss
Nearer look..see any cornflakes?
These are Dad's!!
And I'd decided to make biscuits * I miss those cookbooks
Actually I didn't follow exactly what the cookbook states this time. I just added whatever I like into the dough. RAISINS, cornflakes, coco crunches, DARK CHOCOLATES (dad bought a small bar of dark chocolate and nobody wants to eat it, so I threw it in)
Plus, I didn't know how much flour or butter I'd put. The recipe states that the flour should be 180 gram, but mom said I should WASTE them since this was my first time trying that recipe =_= Thus..I just simply reduced few spoons of flour and butter(to get rid of her nagging around me xD)
I wanted to make big big biscuits so I can keep on munching them for a long time.
:DD I was satisfied with the result, although they weren't as big as I'd imagined. They are quite nice. Especially with raisins and chocolate :))
Biscuitssss
Nearer look..see any cornflakes?
These are Dad's!!
Monday, August 30, 2010
Monday, July 19, 2010
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啊。你会烦吗。我以前一看见别人emo就直接三条线。拜托我们才十多岁，有必要nge nge跟潮流学emo meh..还有我不懂自残是不是很好玩，以为能引起注意吗？excuse那是幼稚+无聊 =.=
可是我真的开始会烦了。我需要朋友，很多很多。不喜欢在家，因为他们越来越不了解我。okay叛逆期偶尔不听话很正常，可是我不想惹他们生气，并且尽力做到他们口中的--在家要'看头看尾'，可是每天都会被讽刺 =='
所以我不明白为什么有人喜欢翘课。在学校虽然会被老师jio可是被jio到很爽 O.O
我也不明白学校里面为什么有形形色色的人在争东争西。我们当然可以有憧憬，努力争取更是自己的权利。但是当你伤害别人达到目的，我瞧不起你。
妒忌心也是很令人讨厌。这个世界就是这样，人家连fifa都可以爆冷门为什么有些人就是要一直念念念。
哈我从前也认为人怎么可能没有真正的朋友。 证明我当时入世未深。可是我当然有所谓的true friends.haha.最近一下一下就流眼泪*不是哭哦* 我怀疑我有没有太情绪化。不可以不可以，我要臭脸的情况下stay happy.
thank you for being there when I were depressed. bfffff forever. Cause you never show your impatience when I called you and cried.I promise not to give up to failure easily in the future.
这个人不会看华文，所以要用我不pro的英文show我的gratitude.
可是她也不用电脑啊 >,<"
* Pada zaman yang high-tech ini, orang yang tidak surf net amat jarang o.
可是我真的开始会烦了。我需要朋友，很多很多。不喜欢在家，因为他们越来越不了解我。okay叛逆期偶尔不听话很正常，可是我不想惹他们生气，并且尽力做到他们口中的--在家要'看头看尾'，可是每天都会被讽刺 =='
所以我不明白为什么有人喜欢翘课。在学校虽然会被老师jio可是被jio到很爽 O.O
我也不明白学校里面为什么有形形色色的人在争东争西。我们当然可以有憧憬，努力争取更是自己的权利。但是当你伤害别人达到目的，我瞧不起你。
妒忌心也是很令人讨厌。这个世界就是这样，人家连fifa都可以爆冷门为什么有些人就是要一直念念念。
哈我从前也认为人怎么可能没有真正的朋友。 证明我当时入世未深。可是我当然有所谓的true friends.haha.最近一下一下就流眼泪*不是哭哦* 我怀疑我有没有太情绪化。不可以不可以，我要臭脸的情况下stay happy.
thank you for being there when I were depressed. bfffff forever. Cause you never show your impatience when I called you and cried.I promise not to give up to failure easily in the future.
这个人不会看华文，所以要用我不pro的英文show我的gratitude.
可是她也不用电脑啊 >,<"
* Pada zaman yang high-tech ini, orang yang tidak surf net amat jarang o.
Monday, June 28, 2010
Legend
Time waits for no one. Michael Jackson had left us for 1 years T.T
Few days ago I saw his performance on 8TV,and had a sudden urge to cry. OMG his songs are damnnn nice. But then I only like slow songs since I didn't understand what was he singing about in fast songs..Yet I like his dancing.
Strongly recommend: You are not alone, Heal the world & EARTH SONG
I remembered that when I was still studying in kindergarten I watched Earth song's music video once. And I still remember what the video is about..It's so eye-catching.
There were many people who looked so poor, hungry, desperate with the 'I am gonna give up' looks holding the sand in the dessert..And MJ was singing with his beautiful voice..while singing the sand in his hand was slowly "dripping" down. AHHH~so touched
And the one I like most is the " Ah haaaaaaaaa...haaaa" It's so hard to let you understand what I really mean.so pls go download it laaaa...
Ya ya somebody says he was famous because of his look. I don't really like people who go for plastic surgery but I symphatise him. He did it because of his low self-esteem for being Mr.Black.
If his father who use him to earn money since he was still small give him love and care, and the people stops discriminating Mr Black, He wouldn't be ashamed to be a Mr Black.
buey i go bangsai.
Few days ago I saw his performance on 8TV,and had a sudden urge to cry. OMG his songs are damnnn nice. But then I only like slow songs since I didn't understand what was he singing about in fast songs..Yet I like his dancing.
Strongly recommend: You are not alone, Heal the world & EARTH SONG
I remembered that when I was still studying in kindergarten I watched Earth song's music video once. And I still remember what the video is about..It's so eye-catching.
There were many people who looked so poor, hungry, desperate with the 'I am gonna give up' looks holding the sand in the dessert..And MJ was singing with his beautiful voice..while singing the sand in his hand was slowly "dripping" down. AHHH~so touched
And the one I like most is the " Ah haaaaaaaaa...haaaa" It's so hard to let you understand what I really mean.so pls go download it laaaa...
Ya ya somebody says he was famous because of his look. I don't really like people who go for plastic surgery but I symphatise him. He did it because of his low self-esteem for being Mr.Black.
If his father who use him to earn money since he was still small give him love and care, and the people stops discriminating Mr Black, He wouldn't be ashamed to be a Mr Black.
buey i go bangsai.
Monday, June 14, 2010
Huang Xiao MING!
Don't know what to write. Late already.
Cincai Cincai Xia ^^
Huang Xiao Ming is really really handsome + good body figure..
Those who think that he is too prefect and say he went for plastic surgery pls visit
here**http://www.tianya.cn/publicforum/content/funinfo/1/1844804.shtml
Ah...childhood photos already damn handsome. AHAAH..
Not many people support me. Never mind I still have LiKim.
We have same idols: Huang Xiao Ming, Leehom
She likes Jerry Yan, but for me is just =="
Strongly introduce Jackie Chan! He is 54 years old now and is harder to produce any nice movies..So what..I think "The Karate Kid" is awesome..Yea I will keep supporting him <3
Usually I don't get crazy for any idols ho, not like esther su haha.
wait and see. I will post Photos someday. >.<'
Cincai Cincai Xia ^^
Huang Xiao Ming is really really handsome + good body figure..
Those who think that he is too prefect and say he went for plastic surgery pls visit
here**http://www.tianya.cn/publicforum/content/funinfo/1/1844804.shtml
Ah...childhood photos already damn handsome. AHAAH..
Not many people support me. Never mind I still have LiKim.
We have same idols: Huang Xiao Ming, Leehom
She likes Jerry Yan, but for me is just =="
Strongly introduce Jackie Chan! He is 54 years old now and is harder to produce any nice movies..So what..I think "The Karate Kid" is awesome..Yea I will keep supporting him <3
Usually I don't get crazy for any idols ho, not like esther su haha.
wait and see. I will post Photos someday. >.<'
Saturday, May 1, 2010
cs dinner
CS dinner yesterday. Venue: Imperial hotel fifth floor...Some pictures here..Wouldn't be updating till Semester 1 is over. Iam Kiasu XD..Off to study!
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Contact Lens
WEEEE!
Finally I've got a chance to go to parkson. Alice in the wonderland was not really nice for me. Cause there was a pair of couple hugging beside me. And a pervert kept saying: "You see Alice's body is growing bigger and bigger but why didn't her clothes torn? I want my ticket money back!"
Of course that pervert was a guy.Girls wouldn't want to see alice being naked.LOL
I bought a pair of contact lens that cost rm45 today. Its made in Korea by Blincon---cyclone black(newest released xP).
I spent more than one hour in the fitting room trying to put on my first pair of contact lens. Cindy was teaching me until she was so pekchek. Aha. When cindy was around of course Norman was there too.
Norman's job was to take photos :)
Yeah!
I realised that whenever I go gaigai with cindy I will spend lots of $$
But worth it. This bag is so nice and I think it suits me ^^
After 70 percent discount=Rm 5o.70.
I am a wise pengguna kay. Its branded + nice so I am not wasting money teehee =D
Frankly..I don't know what brand it is ==
Luckily I received Rm 160 from chai's association. Rm 160-Rm45 for contact lens-Rm 6 for cleansing water-Rm 2 for peanut and choc waffle-Rm 4.20 for double choc-Rm 5 for alice in the wonderland-Rm 50.70 for bag=Rm52.10
At least I have more than fifty ringgit in my purse.Lol that's so little.
Oh ya. Mum gave me consent to buy contact lens because she always thinks that clothes I am always wearing do not suit me.They are for kampung moi.
"you see other people wear until so short so pretty and sweet. What do you afraid of? you don't go gaigai with me la.XIASOI"
I nearly failed to take off my contact lens. This is my case.^^
I seriously don't think there is much difference.PAIN T.T
Great day+great mood but I had a stomach-ache.
yea concert rehearsal tomorrow annoys me.
Gonna sleepO.O
Finally I've got a chance to go to parkson. Alice in the wonderland was not really nice for me. Cause there was a pair of couple hugging beside me. And a pervert kept saying: "You see Alice's body is growing bigger and bigger but why didn't her clothes torn? I want my ticket money back!"
Of course that pervert was a guy.Girls wouldn't want to see alice being naked.LOL
I bought a pair of contact lens that cost rm45 today. Its made in Korea by Blincon---cyclone black(newest released xP).
I spent more than one hour in the fitting room trying to put on my first pair of contact lens. Cindy was teaching me until she was so pekchek. Aha. When cindy was around of course Norman was there too.
Norman's job was to take photos :)
Yeah!
I realised that whenever I go gaigai with cindy I will spend lots of $$
But worth it. This bag is so nice and I think it suits me ^^
After 70 percent discount=Rm 5o.70.
I am a wise pengguna kay. Its branded + nice so I am not wasting money teehee =D
Frankly..I don't know what brand it is ==
Luckily I received Rm 160 from chai's association. Rm 160-Rm45 for contact lens-Rm 6 for cleansing water-Rm 2 for peanut and choc waffle-Rm 4.20 for double choc-Rm 5 for alice in the wonderland-Rm 50.70 for bag=Rm52.10
At least I have more than fifty ringgit in my purse.Lol that's so little.
Oh ya. Mum gave me consent to buy contact lens because she always thinks that clothes I am always wearing do not suit me.They are for kampung moi.
"you see other people wear until so short so pretty and sweet. What do you afraid of? you don't go gaigai with me la.XIASOI"
I nearly failed to take off my contact lens. This is my case.^^
I seriously don't think there is much difference.PAIN T.T
Great day+great mood but I had a stomach-ache.
yea concert rehearsal tomorrow annoys me.
Gonna sleepO.O
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Packed
Lots of things to do.
But I am still spending my time finding out how to edit html, I want my blog to be prettier. Noober I still have no any ideas about it. I typed "how to modify blogspot" and google search. It doesn't help TT
Yea my schedule is so full *not to compare with bb members.Lol I am supposed to sleep at home or watch Autumn Concerto over and over again (Vanness Wu and Ady Ann are super duper GREAT),or even bakes some muffins..I miss apple+raisins muffins..Oh yea.Downloads more Vanness's songs even though I don't know what's he singing ==
INSTEAD OF WASTING MY TIME LISTENING TO YOUR UNREASONABLE SCOLDINGS
It doesn't matter if you don't treat us as your friends. But you don't have the rights to scold us MEI YOU NAO. Kanasai. If you are the only leader, people who attend the practice will be much more less.LESS!
Whee. Forget about it. Grandma just came back from Sdyney and she bought us many DARK/WHITE CHOC ^^ Gonna turn fat.
Aha I found my spectacle. Not really happy about it because there will be no more excuse for me to buy contact lens. Going out tomorrow but not sure if I have the courage to buy it without letting my mum know about it.
Ahh. Choral Speaking. Competition is getting nearer and nearer. Add oil. It's so unbelievable that I am one of this team. Lol Cihui keep telling us to mix around with new students. But how am I going to do so when I keep yawning. So tired.
But I am still spending my time finding out how to edit html, I want my blog to be prettier. Noober I still have no any ideas about it. I typed "how to modify blogspot" and google search. It doesn't help TT
Yea my schedule is so full *not to compare with bb members.Lol I am supposed to sleep at home or watch Autumn Concerto over and over again (Vanness Wu and Ady Ann are super duper GREAT),or even bakes some muffins..I miss apple+raisins muffins..Oh yea.Downloads more Vanness's songs even though I don't know what's he singing ==
INSTEAD OF WASTING MY TIME LISTENING TO YOUR UNREASONABLE SCOLDINGS
It doesn't matter if you don't treat us as your friends. But you don't have the rights to scold us MEI YOU NAO. Kanasai. If you are the only leader, people who attend the practice will be much more less.LESS!
Whee. Forget about it. Grandma just came back from Sdyney and she bought us many DARK/WHITE CHOC ^^ Gonna turn fat.
Aha I found my spectacle. Not really happy about it because there will be no more excuse for me to buy contact lens. Going out tomorrow but not sure if I have the courage to buy it without letting my mum know about it.
Ahh. Choral Speaking. Competition is getting nearer and nearer. Add oil. It's so unbelievable that I am one of this team. Lol Cihui keep telling us to mix around with new students. But how am I going to do so when I keep yawning. So tired.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Again
perseverance is what i lack.
my blog never last more than two years i think. Firstly I am not good in computer, which means I don't know ow to decorate my blog. Whenever I read it I feel lame. And I hate to type chinese words, and my english is ==....lol grammar mistakes!
And I don't have nice pictures to put on my blog X.X
What do I mean by nice pictures? I mean those lenglui pictures. Unless I go download from google and then upload here.
Hmm. Writing blog is to express one's feeling. Happy or sad or even Emo- Frankly I don't like emo emo blogs. I mean those people who likes to look at the dark (?) side. Okay I know that's their freedom, they can do what they want..But i am afraid that one day I'll post something emo too == Since I always tell my friends to stop Emo-ing.
Emo-ing is not a fault. But people will despise you if you overdo it. I know it because I am that type of people*who don't really like emo-er..
But blogs are to reveal our true feelings, true thoughts, about friends and family. Everyone can read it, but i don't like everyone to know what I feel. I mean not everyone can understand me. There might be somebody who don't like me after reading my blog.
"Jia shi la...ta post de dong xi.."
Yup it will happen. Maybe I am thinking too much. But I afraid that people around me to despise me.
If I've done something wrong.Tell me please.
If I've hurt you.Tell me Please. I know some bad words often come out from my mouth.
If you don't like me. Tell me please.
In fact many people around us are like this. They afraid their friends to despise them. Who knows so called "friends" around us are spreading rumors about us? Who knows?
Ya. Many people say that I have black face (lian chou chou)..It's unchangable..TT I love to smile. It doesn't mean that if you tell me a jokes (funny de), I wouldn't laugh..My natural face(when I have no any expressions) is KAnasai. I know it. Cause I have mirror LOL
So what. I am not going to change it. Cause I tried and tried and I failed And failed.
Never mind la. I still have my friends.
Some people told me: In fact I don't like you before eh. You look so UNfriendly.
Luckily they said: But you are okay..After I know you I know your kuan4 le..
^^
Gonna get scolded by dad later. Gonna confess. I lost my spec. Although I always want to buy a new one, but not in this way...Yayaya..I am gonna use my savings to buy a new one due to my carelessness. Its my fault. But I can't escape scoldings even if I say sorry. Darn it. People thinks that people from 4s1 cannot speak or even type rude words? Weird? But I love scolding XXX in my heart..When I don't know how to answer PHYSIC testpaper or when my brother keep bothering me.If next time physic test still so hard,,I promise to SHOUT IT OUT LOUD.
I pray that dad's mood is good..Then I will have less Scoldings.
Buey..Wait and see that how long my blog can last..teehee^^
my blog never last more than two years i think. Firstly I am not good in computer, which means I don't know ow to decorate my blog. Whenever I read it I feel lame. And I hate to type chinese words, and my english is ==....lol grammar mistakes!
And I don't have nice pictures to put on my blog X.X
What do I mean by nice pictures? I mean those lenglui pictures. Unless I go download from google and then upload here.
Hmm. Writing blog is to express one's feeling. Happy or sad or even Emo- Frankly I don't like emo emo blogs. I mean those people who likes to look at the dark (?) side. Okay I know that's their freedom, they can do what they want..But i am afraid that one day I'll post something emo too == Since I always tell my friends to stop Emo-ing.
Emo-ing is not a fault. But people will despise you if you overdo it. I know it because I am that type of people*who don't really like emo-er..
But blogs are to reveal our true feelings, true thoughts, about friends and family. Everyone can read it, but i don't like everyone to know what I feel. I mean not everyone can understand me. There might be somebody who don't like me after reading my blog.
"Jia shi la...ta post de dong xi.."
Yup it will happen. Maybe I am thinking too much. But I afraid that people around me to despise me.
If I've done something wrong.Tell me please.
If I've hurt you.Tell me Please. I know some bad words often come out from my mouth.
If you don't like me. Tell me please.
In fact many people around us are like this. They afraid their friends to despise them. Who knows so called "friends" around us are spreading rumors about us? Who knows?
Ya. Many people say that I have black face (lian chou chou)..It's unchangable..TT I love to smile. It doesn't mean that if you tell me a jokes (funny de), I wouldn't laugh..My natural face(when I have no any expressions) is KAnasai. I know it. Cause I have mirror LOL
So what. I am not going to change it. Cause I tried and tried and I failed And failed.
Never mind la. I still have my friends.
Some people told me: In fact I don't like you before eh. You look so UNfriendly.
Luckily they said: But you are okay..After I know you I know your kuan4 le..
^^
Gonna get scolded by dad later. Gonna confess. I lost my spec. Although I always want to buy a new one, but not in this way...Yayaya..I am gonna use my savings to buy a new one due to my carelessness. Its my fault. But I can't escape scoldings even if I say sorry. Darn it. People thinks that people from 4s1 cannot speak or even type rude words? Weird? But I love scolding XXX in my heart..When I don't know how to answer PHYSIC testpaper or when my brother keep bothering me.If next time physic test still so hard,,I promise to SHOUT IT OUT LOUD.
I pray that dad's mood is good..Then I will have less Scoldings.
Buey..Wait and see that how long my blog can last..teehee^^
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