Friday, March 29, 2013

And so after weeks and weeks of shutting myself in Casa Subang, I finished my AS trial yesterday.
No matter what is the outcome I shall be satisfied with it :D

Right after that I headed to Jogoya which I had always wanted to go since last year.
Eating good food is one of the most important things in my life but I have to say that the meal yesterday wasn't as good as I've expected. Maybe the place is too crowded because of the promotion. Maybe I don't know how to eat those so-called expensive food materials like oysters sashimi and abalone *feel so disgusted*. I got full after 40 minutes and actually forced myself to eat those cakes and ice-creams which are my all time favorite. Ya and I had my first haagen dazs yesterday but personally I like the RM1.05 MCD sundae cone more.

I have to say that going out is so very tiring as we usually spent one and a half hour waiting and taking the trains, LRTs and commuters (honestly I still can't differentiate them) and then half and hour of walking to our destination. Finally we got there and had a whale of a time for like half day and we realized that Oops the sky is getting dark we gotta get home really soon. And we have to spent at least two hours of waiting and walking again. Basically it's half day of waiting and half day of having fun. 

When the time I'm home it will be like 12am and believe me it's super duper tiring that I just wanna lay in my bed without taking bath and brushing my teeth. The only thing that makes me feel like going out again is that I love spending time with my friends and it sweeps all my tiredness away :) 

Actually I just got home from a movie in Summit. The cinema is so empty coz no one wanna visit summit I suppose :X There is nothing fun in there. 
Watched "Olympus has fallen" and it's really a fantastic movie but yea don't believe in me too much coz I think most of the movies are nice for me -.-

There were a lot of gunshot scenes in the movie. You can see lots and lots of bullets going through the men's head and blood spurting out. White walls turning red and all. Eeekk. I never like this kinda scene and so as usual I covered my eyes most of the time and just read the subtitles. I can hear the secret agent torturing the terrorists to get the information & it's exciting enough for me -.- If I don't cover my eyes and force myself to watch it I bet no one is willing to sit beside me next time coz they are already complain that I always grab their arms during the movie. I just can't help myself. HAHA. I actually pinched my friends last time and I know it was really annoying irritating. So I started hitting my thighs instead. 

To be frank I have always wanted to curse whenever I watch those bloody scenes but I controlled myself. Too bad I think I'm getting outta control recently. HAIH please lah I don't wanna start cursing. No hard feeling towards others who curse though. I think it's funny to hear them curse actually. Just that my mum told me that I can't curse and I've been telling Allan Chai not to curse otherwise he 死定了. HNG

I have a habit that every time I finished watching certain dramas or movies I will check out on the background of those actors and actress (mostly actors :P). I know that Tom Cruise is 51, Brat Pitt is 47, 郭晋安 48, 欧阳震华 51, 马国民 38 etc. okay now let's check if these are correct. Hmm two of them were wrong. Brat Pitt & 郭晋安 are already 49 -.- oh ya and the secret agent named Gerald Butler in the movie I watched just now is 44 HAHA

Anyway I am going back to Miri tomorrow to meet Evie Tan Allan Chai & Kenny Chai YEAH YEAH YEAH!
Two weeks after the holiday it will be the AS exam. After the AS exam I will have to catch up with the A2 work which is kinda tough. Three months after that I'm going to sit for A2 trial. It looks like there is still a long way to go but time is actually passing very very fast (I'm reaching 19 soon TT)

But I am enjoying my life and and happy with everything that happens around me.
YEAH!


Monday, March 25, 2013

考试时间真的是间隔太久
弄得我有一点不知道要做什么

两天前的一个晚上
李佳盈来和我一起过夜 *好暧昧*
十二点多的时候我们两个还不断地在玩 k歌达人
我承认我声音没有很好听但是 k歌达人这个 app 根本就在骗人
李佳盈根本乱哼一通分数竟然也能比我高

大概两点多才睡觉
睡眠不是很浅的我四点多时被窗外的声音吵醒
于是我跳过睡得很死的李佳盈
蹑手蹑脚地看向窗外
竟然看见外面大概有十几个人在吵架
用我不知道的语言 很用力很用力地吵
吵得住在第七楼的我也听得见
接着我听见好像有人被退向铁门的声音
虽然没有凄凉的叫喊声 但是我很确定他们在打架

我用力地摇醒李佳盈
问她应不应该要报警
结果发现她自己在四点被我吵醒的她
在一阵探头探脑之后
我发现她再一次陷入昏睡的状态

在我不知道要做什么的情况下
我拿起了电话
也不知道为什么就打给了贝育升
当电话被接通的那一刻
我还在担心会不会被骂
结果贝育升一点不爽的语气也没有
叫我报警或继续睡觉

写得有点七零八落
我想说的是
事情其实很简单
就算连 jian lor 都觉得我跟贝育升好像有一点不熟
就算我有时候也会怀疑自己对别人来说会不会很烦
但是 至少半夜四点多还有人会接我的电话

就只是这一点
我就觉得 蔡倩宜之前根本就是你自己在胡思乱想

好开心 超级开心 哈哈






Friday, March 22, 2013

嗨 哈咯 嗨
最近在考试 非常积极努力准备考试中
有时候会很疲惫
不想读书 然后开始给自己想借口 开始睡觉偷懒

然后 我会想到我最最最爱的 evie tan
为了她 我不能偷懒

中二的时候
她告诉我:等妈妈存钱 form four 带你去 sdyney 找姨姨
除了离我家一小时车程的汶莱以外不曾出国的我
一直很期待很期待
直到Form five 毕业后 我哪里都没有去到
不知道那一天 头脑神经线接错
突然很无脑地提起这件事
很没有礼貌地对她说了:不知道是谁几年前答应带我去sdyney结果我那里都没有去到

我忘了她有没有回答我
不过我永远会记得 我说这句话时
她无奈的表情

她是世界上最好的妈妈
虽然我哪里都没有去到
但是我需要的她都很努力地给我
我的事情她总是会放在心上

考试时 虽然明知道凌晨起来读书是一件艰难的事情
但是她就是会为了我调闹钟凌晨起来叫我起床念书
然后告诉我:妈妈老了就是凌晨自己会自动起床啊

每次回美里 她会带我吃很多我很喜欢吃的东西
每一天都被 ah girl 你今天想吃什么这句话烦很久

弟弟说他等我回来等得好辛苦
因为他不管想吃 pizza 还是 sushi
妈妈都会说:等姐姐回来先

每一次 她都会买很多连她自己都不舍得买的东西给我
例如那些很贵的洗脸霜
虽然她知道不管我怎么洗都没有用
因为我手总是太痒 很喜欢抓脸
还有 手表 项链 那些其实不需要的东西
弄的我有一点小内疚

以前我觉得我是一个独立的人 不喜欢天天打电话回家
更不喜欢妈妈不断打给我
不想做一个 mama girl
可是不知道从几时开始
妈妈已经不再打给我
因为 我每一天都在打给他
我就是喜欢做 mama girl 😊

虽然她有时候会无缘无故骂人
但是她是我最最疼爱的人

虽然我没有说过一句我爱你
就连在母亲节卡片上写出这三个字的勇气都没有
但是我时常都在提醒自己
我一天天地长大 她也一天天地变老
我要把握时间

有一天 我一定要带她去很多地方玩

更重要的是
一定一定要提醒自己履行自己所做的承诺
不可以想别人一样只会说 但从来不做

所以 我一定要很努力超级努力 :D