We always ignore those who care, but fight for those who don't. 
I have to admit that I'm being L.O.L
I need a person who constantly care about me, so that I wouldn't be sitting in front of the laptop thinking stuffs alone.
Counting downn. Four more days before I head back to Miri. Mum has already told me her menu for the weekend. Maybe I shall feel grateful for having her, so what if others don't care. 
I have Evie Tan :)


By the way, I saw this tweet, which is so true.


Sometimes you think you're in love. But the truth is you've just become so attached that you've developed a need for that person. Just a need.

So tired of studying.
Watched the trailer of CZ12.

cz12

A must watch movie for me. 

Still a long way to go before 12 December D:

A group of four who sat right in front of the teacher and yet managed to talk crap all the time when teachers were teaching.

He said he wanted to go Korea to further his studies, I laughed at him, saying that he wanted to chase Kpop stars more instead of studying.

He says he wants to marry Tae Yeon. I felt so speechless :O

He never treats me like a girl, but then he is always there to lend me a helping hand.
He seldom says good words even if I'm not in the mood, so I never expect him to console me. He is more like a adult -.- 
He has low self confidence because of his pimple scars no matter how many times I have tried to convince him that he is not as ugly as he thinks.
He is my classmate since primary four, and I will always remember that he attacked me with stapler bullets -__-

ignore the waitress behind -.-

I'm so proud of him :) Wish you a bright futuree Yii Koah Kien, although I'm still angry at you for pulling my hair :p

I always view those photos back in secondary school. That reminds me that I had a wonderful secondary school life with all my friends, making me a little less lonely.

I feel so sweet at the inside.
No matter big the promises the previous ones had made, how sweet were those sweet talks, they seems to be so tinyy for me now.

If there is such a person, where are you now? :/

I'm not studying I'm not studying I'm not studyying. & No more notes copying in class.
I thinking of escaping semester one. 


The line is so lag, can't load any dramas.
Checked out on my horoscope instead. Have always been doing so :p


* 你热爱和平,充满正义感,但情感温温吞吞,不会形成磅礴之势，而且不够刚强，有优柔寡断的一面.
Exactly. I hate making decision so much. I can't even give my friends an proper answer when they ask me where to have lunch.


* 天生优雅. 这种优雅使你散发出其他女性无法比拟的魅力.
Can't be applied on me LOL.


* 你是将好事和坏事,正确和错误区分得清清楚楚的理性派, 经常被推举为调解争端或解决棘手问题的人.
Half correct. Can't bear any injustice especially when bad things happen on my best friends. I know exactly what's right and wrong but always fails to solve the problems. Mum says I am so kepo whenever I am trying to help but I make things worse -.-


* 喜欢美丽的事物. 对服装有很好的品位，能够极快地领悟最新的流行趋势.
I hope so -.-


* 天秤座女生有不遵守约定和时间观念淡薄的缺点.
Cheh I think my time management is okayy, don't like to keep people waitingg. Of course, attending class at college is an exception. HAHHA. 


* 身体不够强壮, 对气温变化敏感, 有因为过度摄取营养导致肥胖的危险.
Yeah I can even sleep in a room without aircond. It's so cold at night when the room is air-conditioned. YAYY moving to Casa Subang soon = no more air conditioner :D And about the fat part, I think every girl thinks so LOL.


* 作为天秤来说, 寧愿别人负我, 也决不负人.
If you treat me wholeheartedly, I will always treat you in a better way for sure.


* 天秤座容易相信别人, 容易被骗. 
They always say so. I don't know actually.


* 很在乎朋友亲人又常常懒得联繫. 很宅懒得走动. 
Although I don't whatsapp skype or anything else often with my friends but I really miss them :/

* 天秤很容易受伤, 很容易自卑, 很容易满足.

:)


*天秤寧愿牺牲自己的利益都会保全他人的利益.
Yeap as long as I think you're my friend. 


Lazy ady. Night :)

The moment when I woke up feeling so hungry but then realized that I had accidentally bought a pack of strawberry milk that I hated soo much :O


Argh I'm so hungry now. The strawberry milk is so artificial :/
I wan my mum's fried noodle.


Happy 520 by the way :)
Today is the 6430th day since I was born. I appreciate every passersby who appeared to be part of my life ❤


& to all my friends who listened to me when I need your ears, seriously 520.

This is so cute.

I'm currently spamming my friends' chatbox with 520 :p

Saw this on facebook.

"I'm tired of being the one who cheers up people when they are sad. Because when I'm the one in need of somebody, nobody is there to make me feel better".

Somehow this is wrong. Its just that people who cheer me up isn't by my side,but I'm pretty sure that they are  still supporting me mentally.

I guess I'm having serious homesickk :/

I'm also tired of helping people all this while. Sometimes I wish I could be a little more selfish. I doubt. I don't need any rewards but at least don't make me feel like a fool. As if I will do anything as long as you ask me to.

I'm in love with Piano Guys.

They have other awesome covers too but 'Just the way you are' is the best for me :)
And this made me regretted that I didn't learn anything since young.
No piano No dancing No arithmetic. 
I've learnt drawing and swimming before but gave up halfway. I used my time to study instead
 -.-


I should really learn something :/

I <3 my hair

15 more days before I meet Evie Tan.
I'm going homee. 


p/s: I must buy myself hoodies before going back.

Two of the contact names in my phone :( and :)

Hell I wanna go home -.-

Ma mi, Happy Mother's Day.
I love you, but its too awkward to tell you.
I miss u, although I've never talk to you properly on the phonee.
I wanna hug you again before I sleep :)


Everyday I'm hoping that my mii wouldn't get old so soon. 

Some things can't be forgotten. They will always stay, no matter how hard I've tried.

Damn emo.
I used to think that we will be the bff forever, but when I feel bad you just left.
I used to think that oh yes I found you, but then you left me too.
I wanna go back to Miri, I need Chong Li Kim I need Claire King I need many of themm.
I just don't wanna stay here anymore.
I feel so guilty for spending my parents' money emo-ing here.


Clare, I need ur hugs. 

I blog whenever I can't sleep cause have been sleeping for too long/insomnia/don't feel like sleeping -.-
I really have been sleeping too much. Seriously feel like a pig. Wake up eat sleep wake up eat sleep. Nothing better to do? NO there are a lot of homework piling up -.-


Hungry all day long. My arms are getting fatter and fatter. My pants are getting so tight. Just gotta skip a few meals then everything will be okay but then I realized I always fail. Hey you my determination where are you :O Come back too mee pls :/


Feeling lonelyy. There are a lot of Hi-Bye friends but deep inside my heart I miss my old friends so much. I wanna go back home so eagerly although I don't call back home everyday. Evie Tan always calls me when I'm having my dinner eg. eating finger's lickin good KFC so I have got to ask my friend to pick up the phone for me and put it near my earsss -.- Mum I don't call back doesn't mean I don't miss home and seriously you don't have to spam call me everytime I'm eatingg.  


I'm lonely. I need hugs. But I'm not desperate. Just feel so speechless whenever they say I'm falling for someone. Chatting with a guy friend often doesn't mean falling for him. Can't he be somebody that I could get along easily with? Lol this kinda of person is so hard to find. Why should I give up? Ngo zan hai mou fat gan hao. 


Did nothing this weekend except gaining fat. Shall start studying tomorrow. Hope so. 
Nights :)