我嫉恶如仇
我不削
我太follow the rules
我太不会做人
我不能接受不完美
我善变
我不喜欢一个人
我觉得我真的很白痴

YUHUU
Keep telling myself to study but I just can't absorb anything.
I'm guilty because I don't feel guilty anymore when I'm online ARGHH

Ishh I need textmates! I feel uneasy when my phone isn't clicking, nobody finds me, and nobody to gossip with me. I want more and moree these mates to keep me energetic during study time :P

I'm so pretty AHAHHAHAHAHA
The mirror is stunned by my beauty
Bye mirror
Being broken in this way is a pride for you :P

AHAHHA chong li kim just allow me to build my confidence in this way okay? you're pretty too *1/4Uek* much better than ham lau's 1/2 uek hor!

YUUHOO
I'm sweeping away all the dust SHOO SHOO dusty dust

EXAMS! well I tell myself try not to worry too much all the time, and I think I am doing quite well to release my stress TEEHEE! The best way for me is through sleeping. By the way I don't feel guilty anymore when I spend my time to online. The newspeaper today mentioned that our life is just like a curveee, we'll live the happiest life when we're around 25, and the curve starts going down when we reach 45. My curve should be going up now, my mood should be very high all the time and everyday will be a new start for me! :)

AHA! And I think I'm getting use to the day without him. HEHE I think this is just another infatuation & luckily I didn't do anything stupid. Aaron Lau said this world is extraordinarily big why should we find our soulmate in chung hus LOL but his is in chung hua LOL but I accept his concept :O

I think my renyuan isn't that good but I console myself by convincing myself to put quality i front of quantity :)
Halo Clare Chua although I'm not spamming your wall so often nowadays but please that I still miss you. I've wrote a letter for you but my mum told me to scan it and send it over to you. HMPH I'm sure you don't want to receive that so please wait. My love towards you will never ever die :S

yeap it's almost 3.30 now I shall take a nap and start my studying without stress :) wish me luckkkkk

I love my life now <3 <3

最近好像只要一天没有念到书就会很内疚
就算在念书时按电话玩msg也会觉得我刚刚翻过的那几页也没有吸收到
为什么~ form 5 一定要每天读书的哈

最近不知道为什么会没有mood
type的字有很多 :P :) :D AHAHA YAYY!
可是心里有在YAYY!吗

好像有一点emo
可是不可以让别人知道我在emo
因为没有人会喜欢一个negative thinking的人
尤其我才16岁leiii

每天读书
却不知道为了什么而读书
每天说要出国
经济却不允许
每天要争取奖学金
却没有那个本事
更何况我不是binti
每天set alarm要起身背sejarah
却没有一次不是off掉alarm继续倒头大睡
每天都说不能得罪人
却总是那么地straight forward
每天都说要保持笑容
却还是一样的soi脸
每天说不能放大别人的缺点
却总是耿耿于怀
每天告诉自己不要太有正义感不要太kepo
却很容易把事情说出来
每天说要改变自己
却没有那么容易
每天说我不能惹妈妈生气
却总是改不掉坏习惯
每天说不要理弟弟的无理取闹
却没有像宰相一样的肚子
每天说不能再ignore爸爸
却总是不知道要怎样回应他
每天说他只是很普通的他
却在他信息我时feel到有一点开心


我快乐
不过我还在期待着拥有更多快乐的那一天 :)