Baby, oh

Even in my heart I see
You're not bein' true to me
Deep within my soul I feel
Nothing's like it used to be

Sometimes I wish I could turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad, baby
Quit playin' games with my heart

Quit playin' games with my heart
Before you tear us apart (my heart)
Quit playin' games with my heart
I should've known from the start
You know you got to stop (from my heart)
You're tearing us apart (my heart)
Quit playin' games with my heart

I live my life the way
To keep you comin' back to me
Everything I do is for you
So what is it that you can't see

Sometimes I wish I could turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad, baby
You better quit playin' games with my heart

Baby, baby the love that we had was so strong
Don't leave me hangin' here forever
Oh baby, baby this is not right, let's stop this tonight

Baby, (oh) quit playin' games
Baby

Sometimes I wish I could
Turn back time, impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad, baby
Quit playin' games with my heart

Quit playin' games with my heart
Baby

Quit playin' games with my heart
(my heart)
Baby (my heart)

With my heart

I knew it wouldn't last long. I knew very well that you're being not true to me. I really knew it.

So is it my fault because I am the one who decided to quit playing :/ 

Some lines were sensored. It wouldn't happen :)
I have to admit that maybee I was too desperate LOL. And I promised myself never to do this anymore.
Studying should be my main focus :DDD *sighh*

Sometimes even friends wouldn't last long. I remembered how we used to be. We were together for almost everyday, and promised to be a good uncle/ aunty to our children in the future. We promised to keep in touch no matter where are we going to set foot, and a lot more promises.

Sadly, it turned out to be something totally different. Falling in love can really change someone. Please please I am not trying to blame anyone on this :/ but can you please fix the problemm? Although you don't even know I blog :(

The bursary thing messed up my life.
I've gotta switch to A level, move to the hostel provided by government and most importantly, leave my whole bunch of friends here at Subang.
What I really mean is, I will have to have dinner on my own, no more fifteen minutes walk to Subang Parade for movies (I'm a movie freak), no more supper at mamak, no more staying up late at college with friends, and blah! 
Things have never been smooth. Whenever I wanna give a try something else will suddenly BOOMMM in and Opps Sheryl Chai so sorry, you have gotta stop it. 
Yea I know there are only half more year ahead, but do you have to shrink it to only three months?


Anything unpleasant please please visit me now, I'm strong enough to face you all craps at once. 
Please don't bother me once July starts.
July, I hope everything will be okay.

What a weird feeling. I shouldn't feel so. LOL. Feeling shitty right now.

Stuffs I did today.

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Alcohol, Carboxylic acid, Ketone & Aldehyde

I lovee Chemistry Lab Session soo much :))

Cough syrup

It makes me feel so warm :))

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry 
call I'm desperate for your voice 
Listening to the song we used to sing 
In the car, do you remember 
Butterfly, Early Summer 
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet 

Cause I was born to tell you I love you 
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine 
Stay with me tonight 

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh 
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh 
Cause every breath that you will take 
when you are sitting next to me 
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy? 
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you 
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine 
Stay with me tonight 

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home 
x4 
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have) 

Cause I was born to tell you I love you 
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine 
Stay with me tonight 

Cause I was born to tell you I love you 
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine 
Stay with me tonight 
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

*Addicted to this song. P/S: I'm not missing anyone else except my mum and my friends :)

17.5 years old 

In 5 more years time

The 0.5 is kinda important, I don't want to be legal yet :p

Went out from 12 noon till 12pm yesterday. Sunway Pyramid is huge but I still found it a boring place because I didn't have the bloody money to spend D;

Thats how i ended up in Padini's fitting room, trying OL's suit :p

And I realised I don't look like a OL :X

Oh ya. "The woman in black" is seriously a lousy movie. Wasted my four hours wandering around the shopping mall waiting to get into the cinema. And my dear RM14 movie ticket D;