I am actually straining my eyes now. It is exactly 2am in the morning, instead of sleeping I've chosen to write something. I have three whole weeks to spend now before having my last two papers for AS. Frankly, I won't study (like really study) until the date is coming real close. 
Three whole weeks man, how am I going to spend three weeks in my life here. Friends are going back to their own hometown and for those who aren't going back, their parents will be coming over to visit them.
I've been persuading my mum to come here since weeks ago but due to all kinda reasons she ain't coming. She asked me to go buy things I want but but mum I've got nothing much to buy except prom dress.
Yeap I'm going to have outings with my classmates but I feel like going home..so badly.

I've been thinking and thinking. What's the ultimate purpose of life?
To live a happy life of course, but I can't seem to figure out what exactly should be done to make sure that I am going to be happy in the future.
To see my parents happy & to be able to make others feel happy?
Definitely. But I need more answers.

There is someone in India whom they call him a real hero.
He saw people in his hometown eating their own human waste while he himself is at other place serving his guests. Then he started to cook for those homeless people, bath them, shave them as well as giving them love and care. He mentioned that the meals provide physical nutrition but those without shelters and families are human being like us too, they need love. 

There was a boy called Zach Siobiech who died at the age of 18 (20 May 2013), leaving behind his beloved family and a beautiful girlfriend but promised to watch over them up in the clouds. Despite knowing that he will definitely die since there is no cure for his bone cancer, he lived his life to the fullest. He left behind a beautiful song called 'Clouds' and this song climbs to iTunes's number 1 just after a day he passed away. All the money earned will go into charity to help those kids who are diagnosed with the same disease. It is not his talent in singing or his disease that inspires people, it is all about his attitude in life. This guy lived shorter than me but I think my life, at this moment, is nothing compared to his.

A dying boy managed to seek happiness and spread love until his last breath, and I seriously think that I have no right to complain about anything around me. None of us has.

These kinda stories happen all around us every single day. Touch our soul, make us think. But how many of us actually sit down and seek changes in lives? I did, but seeking is not enough. I need to know what to do. I pray that someone will give me an answer asap.

I will know it someday :)

I couldn't stop listening to their songs, days and nights.
When I'm in the bus, studying, eating and blah.

Glen, Danny & Mark from "The Script".
It is an awesome band with three Irish singers.
They write songs with deep and meaningful lyrics, the melody is soothing and Danny's voice is sexy :P
The other two sing as well but Danny is the main vocalist.
I never break into tears when I'm listening to songs, and they didn't make me do that like what they did to the others. 
Still, they are exceptionally good.
If they appear to be in Malaysia I will definitely be overjoyed.

ARGH. 

这个世界很小很小

我们所居住的地球只是整个银河系里再也微小不过的一个小点

霍金所说的黑洞能够轻易地把地球吞噬

任何一个比地球大的行星以难以算计的机率撞击地球

地球上的每一寸草每一棵树甚至是最高的山都会在瞬间化为乌有

而手无缚鸡之力的所谓万物之灵更是无处可躲

这个世界很大很大

每一秒都有无数个新生命诞生

他们可能是未来一个很伟大的科学家哲学家

他们的智慧足够改变人类的未来

或许我们为此而不在担心天灾摧毁心爱的家园

而相信末日论者不再疾人忧天

担心天空几时会崩塌

火山几时会爆发

但是又是谁说只有他们的奋斗史值得被纪念？

我只知道

任何一个努力奋斗活出精彩的人生都值得被歌颂

这个世界上有千百种人类

他们有不一样的思维想法和生活习惯

当你开始对外面的充满竞争世界感到厌倦

对周围虚伪和不折手段的人感到恶心

是谁告诉你失败是羞耻的

只有胜利才能带来快乐？

又是谁忘了提醒你

充满爱心正义和友好的人们其实无处不在？

别人的生活很好很优渥

他们含着金钥匙出生

他们去过很多个你想去的国家

有过很多你想感受的经历

他们能用你十分之一的努力得到比你多几倍的东西

但是谁说他们的生活无忧无虑？

又是谁没有告诉你

其实你所羡慕的人偷偷地希望他们能有像你一样的生活？

这个世界充满色彩

红橙黄绿蓝靛紫偶尔再雨后的天空浮现

提醒着我们积极度过每一天

学堂里的小孩能用无限的想象力画出他们眼中美好无暇的世界

艺术家用画笔让全人类惊叹

我们透过彩色电视机探索我们接触不到的外界

但是又有几个人在绚丽的色彩中

活在只有他自己能够了解的黑色地带里？

人生很短很短

我一定要把他活的很精彩很精彩

不能让它有一丁点的灰色地带

加油加油 :)